I wanted to wait until after my second distance healing session with you mostly because on the first one I was really focusing on my relationship with [my husband] not myself. I did experience a shift in my perception of [my husband] which I already shared with you. So the first distance healing brought about a more compassionate heart and mind towards my relationship with [my husband] which had turned towards anger and resentment, not love and kindness as we had started out at the beginning of our relationship. This feeling from me has also been reflected back to me from [my husband]. We are more playful, lighthearted and more forgiving of each others' imperfections.
On to my second distance healing, I was more focused on me and my own healing. The first word that came to mind from my heart when you asked am I feeling the energy was "peaceful". [Since there were only two individuals in this circle, I had elected to communicate with them via text messages at the start and stop of the healing phase of the circle.] A new calm settled over me, the voice telling me I had to get this done, do that, clean this, pay a bill all silenced. I was calm, happy to be in the moment, listening to soul music, happy to be me just as I was. The message was clear to me. I no longer had to hold on to the the frightened little girl in me that was curled up in a ball of fear, holding herself in a tight ball to keep safe. My wings spread wide and I soared high above the mountains and the sea and I was free! I have let go of the past and I am recognizing a new lighter step in my walk and am dancing and singing and all of a sudden I want to clear all the clutter and simplify my life. At the same time, my heart beat has slowed down. I am slower and take more breaks. Instead of a busy bee flying from project to project I am a butterfly fluttering slowly enjoying the currents of the wind, smelling the roses and just enjoying being me doing nothing at all.